why am I always feeling like this ?!
why am i so miserable?
its slowly killing me, slowly and painfully.
the last 2 nights,
ive cried, for hours.
the thought of Jayne and Luke and Katie,
is the only thing stopping me right now.
I want to die.. SLEEP AND NEVER WAKE UP,
I’m always the last one to be asleep,
Nobody knows why; TOO MUCH SHIT ON MY BLOODY MIND!
Someday, Somehow, I’m just gonna break down and burst out crying. Like I am right now. Crying as I write this, making it worse.
I needed to Blog. Mels asleep. Parents asleep. I think Tiff is too.
Now would be the perfect time to do it !
