Rawrrr!

i love you ;]

- your hair.
- your eyes.
- your body.
- your teeth.
- your lips.

EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU, is perfect.. to me
if people want to spread rumours, fair enough.
but you know how i feel, and i know how you feel.
your my valentines; when you asked me.. i was really confused.
then you explained it all to me,

and i love you for that :D

you make me smile on my bad days.
laugh on my normal days.
but you make me think.. 24 hours a day.

with matt, you, me and damien; our group is invincible!
i heart all of yous. and every one of you have your perfectness.
I LOVE YOU <3

The rumours going around about me and Damien?
His a close bestfriend and so is Lucas. Not Luke. His a gay bitch. Lucas, Lucas X Mason. I heart this guy and his the best friend I could ever ask from. Lucas is his full name. And I call him, Lukeeeey :) Damien is awesome. His a different nash, SO WHAT? Seriously. I’m sick of Selina and Jovana spreading rumours about me moving on from Luke, To Damien, now with Lucas? So what if I like Lucas? Atleast I wasnt obsessed with Marc. And Marc, his awesome and so funny. His really cute and his there for me. Markos or Marc, Selina.. who do you REALLY “love” ?

HOME SHIT ! whats with the backchatting and the moods
I got here lastnight and you were in a mood ?
She wasnt. But you were. And you just went to bed ?
Honestly. I’m done with the backchatting about my family.
First you were pissed with Katie, cause she was “stealing” Blake from you.
Now your backchatting about my Dad? What, you’ll be backchatting and rumouring about me too soon. And I’m prepared.

Sorry if this offends you,
But honestly. I’m sick of it.

silentcries:

There’s absolutely nothing wrong in my life, the only thing would be that some of the guys in my group are jerks and my mum likes to scream at me.
That’s it.
But yet, I’m always so depressed, I have no reason to be.
I have the most amazing friends,

Actually, it could be the fact that my sister is always so depressed lately and she takes all her anger out on me by screaming at me, then I get annoyed, and then mum will start screaming at me.
I hate it.
She won’t tell me what’s wrong.
We used to tell eachother everything.
Why did we have to drift so fucking far whilst growing?

Actually you know what I just realised?
I was always close to my sister, mum and dad.
Now I’m close to none of them.
I used to tell my sister every secret,
Now I don’t dare,
Cause straight to Mum she’ll go.
And I’m so sick of that.
Why can’t she just be an older sister who gives advice,
Not one who’s like, ‘OMG I’M TELLING MUM!’
I mean, I miss being close to her.

And Mum.
We used to sit and watch a movie together, or dance around like idiots to music together, or shed even come to a movie with me.
Now she never has the time.
Fucking bullshit.
You got plenty of time,
I’m just obviously not a top priority anymore,
All you care about is making the house sparkling clean to impress Dori.
Well news flash Mum,
NOTHINGS EVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR HIM!
I thought you should have learnt that by now.

And Dad,
I don’t know what happened there.
I guess cause we moved to Sydney.
And you stayed in Tea Gardens.
Then I only saw you for a week of every holidays.
And for some reason that week has turned into 2 or 3 days every 2 holidays.
You just stopped calling randomly to say hi.
You don’t call much during holidays, only every couple of holidays to see when I was coming up.
But when I’m there, you don’t want me to leave.
God you’re confusing.

I guess, I just regret my life.
I wish I could live it some other way.
I wish my family was different,
To tell the truth,
I wish my family was together.

This post was only supposed to say ‘I hate being so depressed all the time and not knowing why’, but its kind of exapanded.

 my dad is happy. his happy when he needs to be. just stop bitching about him
and if you werent on the phone all the time or on the computer msning, tumblring and tagging then you might realised his not always fustrated

silentcries:

I shall follow you back when my stepdad stops being a bitch and stops taking his no-reason anger out on the computer,
Cause I’m only on my phone and can’t follow people on here :l

 yeep

silentcries:

I didn’t even do anything, and you’re screaming at the top of your lungs at me.

So what if I want him to call me?
What, Tiff’s allowed on the phone and I’m not?
Of course she is, I’m not allowed anything.

Just, please stop yelling, cause everytime you do, all I can think of is how it used to be before we moved here.

And I miss that time way too much.

 before what ? before you moved in with us ? (Y)

silentcries:

painfullove:

she sucks !
    not ?

naah, shes cool ? (Y)
i guess..

nah. ILY kyrrah .

she smells prettyful.      weird ayee .
     nah, she IS pretty. and she smells it too . now thats whats weird.

p.s   ;   if your wondering why im writing bout kyrrah,

*whispers* its cause she is next to me !

 you’re just a little weird emi =]

 ikrrrrrr . ! (:

she sucks !
    not ?

naah, shes cool ? (Y)
i guess..

nah. ILY kyrrah .

she smells prettyful.      weird ayee .
     nah, she IS pretty. and she smells it too . now thats whats weird.

p.s   ;   if your wondering why im writing bout kyrrah, *whispers* its cause she is next to me !